It seems like I haven't written in over a decade. I am so busy with things I haven't found the time to sit down and write....which ALWAYS makes me feel better. Kids have been cantankerous, then they got sick (makes sense now), in the midst of them getting over it my husband and I got sick....the electrician was here tying up loose ends for our rough-in inspection on the addition. I work out of my home now...so busy busy. It's all good busy though. I am thankful I can work out of my home and understand how rare that is now a days.
Now I am blowing my never-ending stuffed nose and my 1 year old thinks that's pretty funny. He's eating crackers like a pro and my three year old just can't get over the fact that Papa is the boss. I am trying to establish that Papa is the boss of the whole household....even Mama. He is really trying to wrap his head around that one. It's hard to lay out what it all means...it's not like Chris rules with an iron fist and tells me to do strange and unhealthy things (I am positive some of you though that..lol), it's just that a family can only have one leader. America has one leader...companies have one President....why is it so hard to fathom the family unit has one leader? Does that make me insignificant? Hardly. In fact, my husband values my opinion and sometimes even changes a perspective on something because of my input. I think people have a really skewed opinion of leadership. They will respect their bosses to the point of following requests...but somehow when a husband wants you to do something for him....you scoff and place it on the back burner. Oh he's so bossy!!! What am I his Mother? I really hope we can re-think that attitude and teach our children the value of a Father's authority. How many kids do you know didn't get nervous when their Mom told them, "Wait until your Father gets home!" Even if a punishment didn't follow, I hated to have my Dad scold me. **random rant over**
I really need some inspiration to get back on the ball. I am still feeling sick and so tired that I would rather go get a pizza than make dinner. The house is in disarray (gasp!) and that's normally not like me. This must be a nasty virus. No wonder my little ones were so cranky. So here we are....the 4th day of being sick and I am already bored to death with it. Still, I need to be thankful because it could be much worse. Writing does that to me....I start to grumble...and then The Lord shows me my ungrateful heart...I wince...then praise Him for His goodness. Such a gentle Shepherd.
In all the friends I have found through Facebook....strangely only one has been willing to debate with me about Christianity. Jesus is my hope and I try to make Him my main focus for everything!! I wonder if people just don't want to debate because they don't care...or because they don't want conflict. I assure you, if you ever got in a debate with me...I would not hit below the belt and call you names...or insult you as a person. What I say might offend you, but I say it all in love and concern. I do understand that most people don't even really notice you on Facebook...my husband made me laugh so hard once..he told me that most people want to see what you look like and how successful you are then they are satisfied to move on...especially if you lost your hair or something....hahaha. That's true for some I guess. **random reflecting over**
I guess it's time for me to pull up my boot straps and get re-focused. When My heart is in order with God's Word...my home seems to follow suit. I pray if any of you are struggling with the same rut, you will find solace with God and His Word. I don't just mean the outward parts of your home...I have a feeling you know just what I am getting at....